Ramblings

My lack of updates is sad. I know.

On more than one occasion I have started a new post and decided not to continue with it. I don't know what my problem is. Maybe I am rebelling against my own blog. Who knows.

I have nothing new to report. Jackson is still doing well. Let me be honest here. His case has never been bad. I mean it was in the beginning but because he was diagnosed quickly/early and because we found what works for him fast, he has been a mild case to say the least. He has several friends that are not doing so well and my heart breaks for these kids. I want to wave a magic wand over them, and Jackson too, and make this all go away for them and their families. But then I change my mind. I know that sounds awful but here me out on this one....

If it weren't for this HORRIBLE disease (yes, disease. This is not JUST arthritis, this is one's own body attacking itself) I would not have so many wonderful people in my life. My family has bonds with other JA families that no one can ever understand. This disease is bad, it hurts, and I hate it BUT without it, I would not have my JA family. Together we are fighting for a cure.

Wow, this blog has turned into me rambling. I have so much I want to say, so much I want to talk about it but I don't know how to voice it. I am always afraid that I will say the wrong thing. So sometimes I say nothing at all.

OK, I'm done.

Love to you all.